So, in less than ten years we have seen what institutional religion has to offer.
Through a fake hearing which saw “my” denomination spend thousands of dollars to build a fake case against me, my ministry was stripped away and I was ordered not to associate with my spiritual community. The charges: stealing indigenous culture and not using my voice right.
Then a congregation I served followed the road of malicious gossip and banned me from their presence. (They insist I wasn’t banned, just told not to associate with them!) The charges: unnamed, but the Elders had to “protect their minister”, who was the one gossiping. Oh, by the way, accusing someone of bad behaviour when they are not present is NOT gossip, according to this group.
We started our own house group. It fit the needs of the small number who attended for a couple of years, a time to heal from institutional religion’s abuses. But once healed the members just faded away.
Through a friend we found a small group that we joined. When they began to study heresy (prosperity gospel) we challenged it. They chose to continue the study to feed their “understanding” rather than maintain friendship. When the study was over they did not invite us back.
We attended a Baptist congregation a few times, but they reject the baptism of other denominations, their anti-homosexual stand is too belligerent for love, and doctrinal conformity superceded personal spirituality.
For weeks we attended a congregation which is publicly evangelical. The teaching and congregational singing were quite satisfying. Only three people introduced themselves to us (and one of them was NOT the preacher). Twice they made speeches about how friendly they were, but never invited us to these “group-building” events. Finally, one of the ushers asked if we would like envelopes in order to reduce our taxes. Not, “Nice that you are joining us”, but let’s make a tax plan.
Next we attended a large congregation (by Canadian standards), a break-away group of evangelicals from a liberal denomination. The pastor has been there about two decades. No one introduced themselves, including the pastor, and no contact was made, even though we signed their “attendance sheet” each Sunday.
A congregation we feel at home in is just too far to drive to participate in the life of the group, and they have many things worth doing.
“We should not stop gathering together with other believers, as some of you are doing. Instead, we must continue to encourage each other even more as we see the day of the Lord coming” (Hebrews 10:25 God’s Word©). It should not be an impossible task to find believers who believe, evangelicals who evangelize or religious people who practice hospitality close enough to join.
4 responses to “Seeking, But Not Finding”
nopew
May 10th, 2016 at 04:37
The sadness is profound that a “great cloud of” church-goers are not “witnesses” when the “harvest is ripe” and God seeks those who would gather. But, as I remind myself on all things like this, as great as my disappointment is it cannot match that of the Creator who loves more than I can imagine…
Peace
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GraceandTruth
May 9th, 2016 at 19:19
I have been in a similar situation to you David. I am sick of “Churchianity”. All I can suggest is prayer. Pray for the Lord to set up divine appointments for you. Pray that He will bring the right people around you. And be prepared that they will probably be not who you expect. It may be that you meet another couple for coffee and that will be church for you. it may be that He gives you someone to pray with and fellowship with. It may be that He leads you to an actual congregation, but maybe He has a different plan. In our experience, through prayer, He has given us one by one, and slowly, real spiritual connections with a few people. People we can share our lives with. There’s not many, but they are real quality people. Jesus understands your need, after all, He had His close three friends while He was on earth. God bless 🙂
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nopew
March 1st, 2016 at 00:20
Actually, I live in Ontario, Canada, but that said, yes we have looked at 3 villages, and would rather not drive into the small city to our south. Maybe I am just being idealistic, but it shouldn’t be this hard to find spiritual companionship. Thanks for your input, anyway.
Peace
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Marshall Diakon
February 29th, 2016 at 11:34
David, are you in Minnesota?
Have you visited others in nearby villages or cities?
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