It has been a week unlike any other.
Saturday my only brother died suddenly of a massive stroke.
On Monday into Tuesday morning we traveled the 10-hour round trip to the funeral home.
Only hours after we got home I was called to the hospital where our very good friend had spent hours very sick and they were sending her home. They were overwhelmed there in the Emergency Room with so many patients that she was not fully treated.
I stayed with her for 8 hours before having to call the ambulance again to return her to the hospital for overnight.
Wednesday I again drove her home, and even though it seemed they had treated her as needed this time I stayed for a few hours to be sure.
Thursday I made a list for 5 people and went shopping. (We do that, so that when we go to a store we can reduce the need for others to go to the same store, during these pandemic restrictions.) That meant delivering to 3 others right away both in town and out.
Friday, by the grace of God, I recorded a video of the chapel service which, since the pandemic, I have done weekly for the retirement residence where my Mother-in-law lives.
Friday afternoon someone came up on the front porch and stole the light tree which my brother had given to my Mother this past Christmas. The police would not take a report because such minor incidents are to be reported using their online system. I did get it completed.
Then I posted the theft on social media hoping someone might know something. It was shared well over 150 times. Someone, a complete stranger, offered to replace it! (Alas, it cannot be replaced because it was a seasonal item and is no longer in stock.)
So here I sit at 11:30am on Saturday, exhausted, processing my grief, shocked by the emotional impact of the theft, drained from making the chapel video, drinking my third big mug of coffee.
In my spirit I am finding a peace that passes human understanding, but my body feels like it has been run over, stepped on and robbed blind.
I know we are not the only family stressed out like this. I am not asking for pity. I am saying if you can identify be assured we are praying for everyone who feels like they could be the one who wrote this.
But for you I repeat what I wrote to our dear friend in Africa, “God is our Rock and Salvation”.
2 responses to “This Week”
nopew
January 31st, 2021 at 05:02
Thank you for sharing your story. May you continue to know God’s presence and comfort.
Peace
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Nina
January 30th, 2021 at 19:11
Yes, I could write something similar. Six people I personally knew died this past year, including 2 brothers-in-law and most recently my dad. I flew down to be with my mom and sister in Arizona and contracted Covid and had to extend my stay. I thank God that I was able to battle the illness without ending up in the hospital.
Yes, through all the grief and everything else going on I am thankful for that peace that passes all understanding. I can’t imagine having my rock and strong tower to stand on, to lean on.
Thank you for sharing. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
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